Blossoming Love

Like a flower blossoming in the desert... shining under the burning sun with its striking colour... inspiring wind to gently blow and cool the rough surrounding... touching its smooth Patel's... giving it what it needs from air breeze...

So do Love... it simply gives life - with all its rough dark edges - a different dimension... that inspires the world around it... bringing all the good meanings to life...

Love is like a sailing boat... it works by its "winds"... and to the place it is meant to be... but it also docks at the place it was requested to dock at... It is up to us "people" to decide where we want it to dock and how, and why... We are the ones to decide what we need to do with it...

Do we want to keep the sailing boat at the dock...!!! do we want to sail without stopping..!!!! do we want to nurture it with our emotions and passion... so it grows more and more and shine more and more...

Or we should just leave nature play its role... whether to shine it or to burn it....!!!

Think of what you need to do with this precious meaning of life...!!!

Cheers under the burning sun...!!!!

Blessings in the world

I am blessed... blessed to have you here... in this special day... at this precious moment... blessed because of you....

Blessed with your care, tenderness and kindness... Blessed I have you in my life...

You are like the expensive pure diamond... rare to find and very precious to keep...
Your words to me today made me feel I am a queen... queen of the world in your eyes... talking about how precious I am in the world... and how I have to stay precious to myself and to other people....

Sometimes I see care and love in your eyes... sometimes i hear you shivering from sincere emotions... sometimes you are not brave enough to express what you hide inside you... but I know it all... I know what you are hiding from me.... I know that friendship is most likely to be... but at the end of the day... we cannot deny the truth... or else we are going to loose...
Loose ourselves in the ocean ... or even to the sky... loose our soul and heart... or just wait for an absolution forever... that will save our soul from vanishing within the ocean waves and the sky scales...

You were a wish and a will... that found its way to what it needs... you were a wishful thinking... you are a kind soul and a strong light heart...

You gave life a different meaning and a sweet flavour... that I was craving for... and now after I tasted this flavour... I am addicted to it... I do not think you will be out off my life soon...

You are there for me now... and you will be here for me always... I want you in my life and want to be in yours... lets keep our souls close... till the end of the world...

To my best soul mate ever.... mine forever...

A Message from the Sea

THANK YOU... for everything you've done to me... all of you.. you've been soo good to me...
I really enjoyed my time to the bones...

You know what!!! I really valued the time I spent with you... valued the moments we had together... I mean all the fun... loads of it...
Sometimes I am in high energy, but again... it was you who made my weekend... I was really happy... and sad in the same time... happy because you are here... and sad because you were not with me all the time (spending quality time with each others)... and you will be gone in a while...

It was a love-hate relationship between us... I was amazed with your care in the beginning and was furious about your careless towards the end... Yes I did my share of mistakes...
I annoyed you... but you really pushed the wrong button... and pulled the trigger towards my brain... the only thing you cannot fool.
So you went with me into the black hole... where I can manage to be evil enough to get my revenge back...
You were sometimes mean to me... may be with no intention to be so... but it was your "habit" that I cannot tolerate and I will not be able to change...

I do not and will never ask you to change... I will accept you the way you are... as I like you as you are... and if you change for me... you will be no use to me... it is you like you are that I like the most...

I know I am demanding most of the time... but as I take you as a package... you need to accept me as I am... I appreciate your patience and passion... your romance... and i am sorry if I made it hard for you... but I really have some values and beliefs that I cannot compromise...

You just need to live with them anyway if you want me in your life...

This is the way I am my dear.. and I am like everyone else... a full package with its pros and cons...

From my side... I take you as a package...with your pros and cons... the good and bad side... or simply if this package does not suit you... then you have a whole world around you to choose from...

I am who I am... and will stay who I am... will change only in one stage... and only whenever I feel I want to do so... for what best suits me...]

BUT.. you can always have a contribution in this change... in a way or another...

I thank you for everything and I thank fate and destiny that made me know you and see you...

With all the love in the world... I call your name...

Pride and madness

Pride... Pride.... Pride... I always think of this word and try to analyze it as much as I can... Sometimes it leads to madness.... when you are picky in everything... when you think through your pride... when you are too full of yourself...

When you think you own the world... and whatever you say is approved and liked by everybody around you... as if the whole world is revolving around you... or as if you are the center of universe....

Pride will kill you... but before it kills you... it will lead you to madness... you seemed to me like a beautiful coloured peacock.... looking very good.... but the inside is very rough.... no meat to eat... hehe....

I felt like I was talking to the devil.... with his favourite "vanity" sin.... with his rough voice and bitter talk... with his bloody eyes full of hate and revenge...from kindness and beauty...

Sometimes I feel you like silk... soft and smooth... sometimes I feel you like rock and fire... rough and burning... you confuse me with what you say.. think and act....

Many contradictions in your character...

You are sooo near... and suddenly... you are soooo far....
You are sooo sweet... and in a bit... you are bitter....
You have the angel's kindness and the devil's vanity...

I just want to know WHO REALLY YOU ARE!!!!

Cheers!!!!

Missing you !!!

I would have never thought in my life that I would have this feeling... just missing you beside me... I kept on thinking about you all the day, in everything I was doing all day long I've been thinking about you... I've been thinking of the short moments we had together, and the remarkable memory you left with me... My souvenir of life..

I miss every single moment we had together, every word, every move, every touch, every smile...

I miss your smiling eyes, hiding behind your sunglasses... miss your touch... calling my hands to embrace them between your hands...

I miss your fragrance.. your breath around me... your skin onto my skin...

Today.. it was the memories day... just imagining you here beside me... counting the minutes till I meet you again... to take me between your arms... to feel your heart beats...

I miss your driving... your sarcasm... your way of talking... your looks to me... that you always steal from behind your sunglasses.

All the words of the world do not have enough meanings to describe what I feel now...

The only thing I can say is that...

I JUST MISS YOU...

Between You and Me

Rivers of understanding are there... just between you and me... and they are like other rivers, they have pure crystal water that reflect us... with a warm slight alternation coming from the natural motion of the river flow...

Sometimes we are faced with big stones within the river... but at the end, we find a way around it and we continue with the flow... Big stones take effort to remove, and more effort to live with or forget them...

At the end... it is us who decide what to do.. whether to remove the stone, or just to turn around it... or simply give it our back and just "flow" into our direction...

Lets flow without stopping... let us find our way with no stones... and with willingness to overcome them with our strong combined effort....

At the end of the day... there were, there is and there will be always stones in the middle of the river flow....

Size of Life

The following is not something that I wrote... but I was touched when I read it... so decided to publish it here... My friend (Memoo Sam) wrote it, and I thank him for sending it to me... I appreciated it and decided to spread it through my blog...

hi…, do u know that people are sizes …, brain .., feet .., hands…, etc…, some are alike but never the same …, so don't try to find the perfect size …, only imagine there are some .. & be aware coz the more u find it MUCH matching .., the more it's fake…!!

To LOVE or not to LOVE

The same question that Shakespeare asked before... however... this version is modernized...

In Shakespeare's time, love was not a choice, it was more like a coincidence, or even luxury, that their time did not have the option in...

It was a choice of life and death... you are either able to get who you love in your life, or you scarifies your life for whom you love and just live with pain... that will lead to slow torturing death....

The good old days have gone... LOVE, which used to be luxury, and a wish to everyone, is no longer as valuable and as important as it used to be... it is not treated with respect or holiness as before... It became a commodity, rather than a feeling... it became a bargain, rather than a sacrifice... it is now a trend and a mean rather than a life or a goal...

Now we have the choice to LOVE or not to LOVE... we can push the button of the emotions "remote control" and decide to love hehe... funny, isn't it???

Pure love that we used to see is now vanishing from our life... people are getting more materialistic, and don't have the time for it...

The question now that everyone asks is: do we really need LOVE??? does it affect us not to have it...???

Do we really have time to go through the hassle of the LOVE battle... try to win it or conquer our opponent??? do we really have an opponent in life other than "TIME"???

Let me tell you something... we had the luxury of having LOVE in our modern life... we have the option to choose, and life is much easier for us to access it... however, we are now lacking "time" to love, and to give love... we are ready to receive, but never give!!! What a shame!!!

We'd rather look for the person who loves us than the person we love... we do not want to waste our time... we'd rather save it for any other thing...

We do not give ourselves enough "time" to stop, take a breath, and check the world around us... look for pure love... we'd rather use the word "love" as a mean to a different goal... regardless of what we really feel.... it became a commodity stored in our brain, we just use it whenever it is needed... we use it as a weapon or as a tool... depending on the situation...

For me... I can tell you, (and from a life, hands-on experience) that LOVE for me is a sacred holistic state of mind... when you enter in this mood you are a sacred pure person... all the good things in you comes out on the surface of your deep iceberg character....

I simply love LOVE... love this state of mind that makes you tipsy while sober... that gets your wings out to be able to fly to the seventh sky of heaven.... that makes you happy for no reason except that you want to be happy... that you see everything in its positive side regardless of the agony you are going through...!!!

Isn't it an amazing state of mind??? that should be appreciated, respected, and offered unconditionally to the person you share this with???

I thank you for reading this... I hope I was able to cheer you up... and give you a different meaning of our modern life with "good old days" LOVE...

Have a wonderful lovely day...