THANK YOU... for everything you've done to me... all of you.. you've been soo good to me...I really enjoyed my time to the bones...
You know what!!! I really valued the time I spent with you... valued the moments we had together... I mean all the fun... loads of it...
Sometimes I am in high energy, but again... it was you who made my weekend... I was really happy... and sad in the same time... happy because you are here... and sad because you were not with me all the time (spending quality time with each others)... and you will be gone in a while...
It was a love-hate relationship between us... I was amazed with your care in
the beginning and was furious about your careless towards the end... Yes I did my share of mistakes...I annoyed you... but you really pushed the wrong button... and pulled the trigger towards my brain... the only thing you cannot fool.
So you went with me into the black hole... where I can manage to be evil enough to get my revenge back...
You were sometimes mean to me... may be with no intention to be so... but it was your "habit" that I cannot tolerate and I will not be able to change...
I do not and will never ask you to change... I will accept you the way you are... as I like you as you are... and if you change for me... you will be no use to me... it is you like you are that I like the most...
I know I am demanding most of the time... but as I take you as a package... you need to accept me as I am... I appreciate your patience and passion... your romance... and i am sorry if I made it hard for you... but I really have some values and beliefs that I cannot compromise...
You just need to live with them anyway if you want me in your life...This is the way I am my dear.. and I am like everyone else... a full package with its pros and cons...
From my side... I take you as a package...with your pros and cons... the good and bad side... or simply if this package does not suit you... then you have a whole world around you to choose from...
I am who I am... and will stay who I am... will change only in one stage... and only whenever I feel I want to do so... for what best suits me...]
BUT.. you can always have a contribution in this change... in a way or another...
I thank you for everything and I thank fate and destiny that made me know you and see you...
With all the love in the world... I call your name...
Pride... Pride.... Pride... I always think of this word and try to analyze it as much as I can... Sometimes it leads to madness.... when you are picky in everything... when you think through your pride... when you are too full of yourself...