No more to say…

No more to say… nothing more to feel…
I was always the good face... that gives a lot… that loves a lot… but not anymore…

The good face was mistreated… and does not believe in life anymore…
The good face is no longer there… instead… you will find a face of wax… very pleasant but no life in it…

It will take a huge effort to make this face turn back to good… as it does not feel it anymore…
It took this face a long time to trust life… love… and people… and now it is back to be expressionless… lifeless… and very tough…
I always had the pride... the dignity and the self love… and I will always have them… I cannot live without them… or else I will die…

No more pain… I do not deserve it… no more thinking of something that might cause it… I am more precious to myself than this… no more misunderstanding… I am a person that should be accepted as I am… a package… take it or leave it….
No more excuses… I do not buy them…

If you ever really cared… you would have crossed oceans for me… you would have stepped the extra mile for me… you would have contained my fears and eased them away…

If you ever really cared… you would have ignored minor mistakes… you would have understood my good intensions… and you would have forgiven silliness…

If you ever respected me… you would have just communicated... and never ran away or vanished… you would have confronted me… even if you are not ready for the extra step… you would have told me what you think… instead of assuming and acting upon assumptions…

Enough… enough of my feelings towards you… enough of my love and my passion… let me save them for someone who might appreciate me as I am… accept me as I am… and tolerate the world around me…

However…. You will always have my respect… my friendship… and my good intensions towards you… I will never be evil or mean to you… this is not in me…

Devil’s mode…

Blood and fire…. coming out of dark black fog… steam everywhere…. It’s the Devil’s mode….

Thinking evil… be mean to life… have the guts to fire back pain and bitterness…. I am in the Devil’s mode…

Shrinking the world… ignoring opinions… telling lies… finding others weaknesses... abuse the situation…. The Devil is here inside….

Sucking blood from a kind vein… to quench my vampire’s thirst… to change the mode… to beat earth… the Devil is enjoying it….

No more thirsts… no more fire… no more blood… the Devil is now gone…

Smile!!… you are on earth :):)

Whatever happens…. Keep the smile on your face…
Your smile will wash your soul… will give you hope and trust in tomorrow’s dark side…

With your smile.. there will be always a light at the end of the dark tunnel of life…

Smile at the least thing… even when your heart is full of grieve and feeling pain…

Smile for the good to come…. The flower to blossom… the baby to be born... the love to grow…

Smile into the face of the devils and the demons… believe me it will dissolve their fire and melt their anger…

Smile at the problems you face… eventually they will be solved…. As long as we are on earth… nothing is called a problem…

Smile to live… to love… to fight… to succeed… to be yourself…
Smile to conquer silence… to beat death… to shake destiny… to threaten evil…

This is exactly what I want to live… keep my smile on my face…
Because… we are just on earth !!!

Have a smiling day :):)

Sadness and Sorrow

I AM SAD… ANGRY and FEEL SORRY….

I am sad because of unfair life… that makes us slaves to our needs… then suddenly it strikes us with pain and bitterness….

I am angry because it did not make sense to me that we loose such a good person like her… she was as young as a blossoming flower… live and full of energy… smiling to the world and spreading happiness around her… I only see it unfair that good people are gone… and we only stay with the leftovers around us….

I feel sorry for all her family… friends… relatives… and whoever loved her light little soul… but definitely she is in better hands and in a better place than this ugly world full of lies and masks….

You were a real person… with good deeds… you are and will be missed….

May you rest in peace…. May God bless your soul….

Between You and Me

Rivers of understanding are there... just between you and me... and they are like other rivers, they have pure crystal water that reflect us... with a warm slight alternation coming from the natural motion of the river flow...

Sometimes we are faced with big stones within the river... but at the end, we find a way around it and we continue with the flow... Big stones take effort to remove, and more effort to live with or forget them...

At the end... it is us who decide what to do.. whether to remove the stone, or just to turn around it... or simply give it our back and just "flow" into our direction...

Lets flow without stopping... let us find our way with no stones... and with willingness to overcome them with our strong combined effort....

At the end of the day... there were, there is and there will be always stones in the middle of the river flow....

To LOVE or not to LOVE

The same question that Shakespeare asked before... however... this version is modernized...

In Shakespeare's time, love was not a choice, it was more like a coincidence, or even luxury, that their time did not have the option in...

It was a choice of life and death... you are either able to get who you love in your life, or you scarifies your life for whom you love and just live with pain... that will lead to slow torturing death....

The good old days have gone... LOVE, which used to be luxury, and a wish to everyone, is no longer as valuable and as important as it used to be... it is not treated with respect or holiness as before... It became a commodity, rather than a feeling... it became a bargain, rather than a sacrifice... it is now a trend and a mean rather than a life or a goal...

Now we have the choice to LOVE or not to LOVE... we can push the button of the emotions "remote control" and decide to love hehe... funny, isn't it???

Pure love that we used to see is now vanishing from our life... people are getting more materialistic, and don't have the time for it...

The question now that everyone asks is: do we really need LOVE??? does it affect us not to have it...???

Do we really have time to go through the hassle of the LOVE battle... try to win it or conquer our opponent??? do we really have an opponent in life other than "TIME"???

Let me tell you something... we had the luxury of having LOVE in our modern life... we have the option to choose, and life is much easier for us to access it... however, we are now lacking "time" to love, and to give love... we are ready to receive, but never give!!! What a shame!!!

We'd rather look for the person who loves us than the person we love... we do not want to waste our time... we'd rather save it for any other thing...

We do not give ourselves enough "time" to stop, take a breath, and check the world around us... look for pure love... we'd rather use the word "love" as a mean to a different goal... regardless of what we really feel.... it became a commodity stored in our brain, we just use it whenever it is needed... we use it as a weapon or as a tool... depending on the situation...

For me... I can tell you, (and from a life, hands-on experience) that LOVE for me is a sacred holistic state of mind... when you enter in this mood you are a sacred pure person... all the good things in you comes out on the surface of your deep iceberg character....

I simply love LOVE... love this state of mind that makes you tipsy while sober... that gets your wings out to be able to fly to the seventh sky of heaven.... that makes you happy for no reason except that you want to be happy... that you see everything in its positive side regardless of the agony you are going through...!!!

Isn't it an amazing state of mind??? that should be appreciated, respected, and offered unconditionally to the person you share this with???

I thank you for reading this... I hope I was able to cheer you up... and give you a different meaning of our modern life with "good old days" LOVE...

Have a wonderful lovely day...