Love Worm….!!!

On my way to my 10 days work trip… thinking of life around me… flash backs are coming in front of me… thinking of the last few days or may be weeks that I have had…

What happened to me… suddenly I found myself in Disney land… the land of fairies… replacing Cinderella, snow white, beauty in her role with the beast… :):)

I was kidnapped from my world…. Eloped with him to his special private world… with future hopes and dreams… is he the right person… can he be the one I was waiting for my entire life??? Donno…. May be he is the one and ONLY…

Do I have doubts about that?? Of course yes… am I doubting life and living??? Yes I do…
Am I worried about the future??? Yes I am… Are we going anywhere with our relationship??? Yes we may…

I cannot tell I loved him at first sight… first sight love does not make sense to me and does not exit… but… I do not know what happened… I found myself in his world suddenly… I left my life behind me for him… left my world… my network… my outings… even my family commitment for him…

I went to the end of the world for him… went out of my way for him… he made me forget my pain and my first love that stayed with me for a very long time… I forgot the torture of love and walked towards its passage again… without thinking of what will happen… I just crave for him…

When he is not around… I feel emptiness… when I am not with him.. I feel lost… he turned my life into sweetness and happiness… regardless of what people may say…

I see him as an angel… my heart keeper and the guardian of my love… I see him as a man of all seasons and centuries… I see him as the pyramids… I see him as the knight on his white horse, coming to rescue me from the evil…

He treated me as I always wished… he gave me the attention, the care, the love and the passion that I always wanted…

I admit it… I got the love worm…

And I am happy it happened that way…

Pride and madness

Pride... Pride.... Pride... I always think of this word and try to analyze it as much as I can... Sometimes it leads to madness.... when you are picky in everything... when you think through your pride... when you are too full of yourself...

When you think you own the world... and whatever you say is approved and liked by everybody around you... as if the whole world is revolving around you... or as if you are the center of universe....

Pride will kill you... but before it kills you... it will lead you to madness... you seemed to me like a beautiful coloured peacock.... looking very good.... but the inside is very rough.... no meat to eat... hehe....

I felt like I was talking to the devil.... with his favourite "vanity" sin.... with his rough voice and bitter talk... with his bloody eyes full of hate and revenge...from kindness and beauty...

Sometimes I feel you like silk... soft and smooth... sometimes I feel you like rock and fire... rough and burning... you confuse me with what you say.. think and act....

Many contradictions in your character...

You are sooo near... and suddenly... you are soooo far....
You are sooo sweet... and in a bit... you are bitter....
You have the angel's kindness and the devil's vanity...

I just want to know WHO REALLY YOU ARE!!!!

Cheers!!!!

Just Landed Sweetheart

Nice sentence... taken from a nice person.... Just Landed Sweetheart...
Landed from eternal heaven to give eternal living to my mind... my soul... and may be my heart...

My mind keeps on thinking... what made this person land into my life and in front of me specifically in this time... my soul feels this person... and my heart beats in a rhythm... that never existed before...

It is Amazing how such a person made me think of other perspectives of life, and change my way of thinking... or at least alter it to a more positive direction... towards a smoother and lighter spirit that my soul was leveraged to... to musical instruments playing on my heart beats that made me feel the sweetness of life (with its bitter part all together)... with the word "Sweetheart"

Landed like angels from heaven... to spread kindness... forgiveness and love... all over....