Knitting destiny

You will wonder what the title does mean!!! and you will think it is a typing mistake... but I really mean it... "Knitting Destiny"...

We usually say this sentence "it is our fate.. it is our destiny... it is meant to be... it is out of our hand... destiny decided for us"...

Do you really think it is the truth??? does destiny mean anything except a hanger of our actual knitting???

We are the ones who decide what will happen for us after... we knit for it... we take the steps that lead to the direction and final destination we reach...

We describe destiny as something out of our hands... and sometimes refer it as God's will... but again... we were given the brain and the decision to choose things.. to act upon... to take the steps that lead to results...

Destiny exists in our mind... we use it when we need... but it is us who take the steps.. it is us who knit it... knit the world around us... and reach what is - in fact - the consequences of our actions...

Some philosophical words that I simply write to remind myself and you that we are the ones who are responsible for what we get in life.... we cannot use the "destiny" hanger to describe it... and we need to accept such a responsibility...

Just being realistic :):)

Have a wonderful day!!!

Blessings in the world

I am blessed... blessed to have you here... in this special day... at this precious moment... blessed because of you....

Blessed with your care, tenderness and kindness... Blessed I have you in my life...

You are like the expensive pure diamond... rare to find and very precious to keep...
Your words to me today made me feel I am a queen... queen of the world in your eyes... talking about how precious I am in the world... and how I have to stay precious to myself and to other people....

Sometimes I see care and love in your eyes... sometimes i hear you shivering from sincere emotions... sometimes you are not brave enough to express what you hide inside you... but I know it all... I know what you are hiding from me.... I know that friendship is most likely to be... but at the end of the day... we cannot deny the truth... or else we are going to loose...
Loose ourselves in the ocean ... or even to the sky... loose our soul and heart... or just wait for an absolution forever... that will save our soul from vanishing within the ocean waves and the sky scales...

You were a wish and a will... that found its way to what it needs... you were a wishful thinking... you are a kind soul and a strong light heart...

You gave life a different meaning and a sweet flavour... that I was craving for... and now after I tasted this flavour... I am addicted to it... I do not think you will be out off my life soon...

You are there for me now... and you will be here for me always... I want you in my life and want to be in yours... lets keep our souls close... till the end of the world...

To my best soul mate ever.... mine forever...

A Message from the Sea

THANK YOU... for everything you've done to me... all of you.. you've been soo good to me...
I really enjoyed my time to the bones...

You know what!!! I really valued the time I spent with you... valued the moments we had together... I mean all the fun... loads of it...
Sometimes I am in high energy, but again... it was you who made my weekend... I was really happy... and sad in the same time... happy because you are here... and sad because you were not with me all the time (spending quality time with each others)... and you will be gone in a while...

It was a love-hate relationship between us... I was amazed with your care in the beginning and was furious about your careless towards the end... Yes I did my share of mistakes...
I annoyed you... but you really pushed the wrong button... and pulled the trigger towards my brain... the only thing you cannot fool.
So you went with me into the black hole... where I can manage to be evil enough to get my revenge back...
You were sometimes mean to me... may be with no intention to be so... but it was your "habit" that I cannot tolerate and I will not be able to change...

I do not and will never ask you to change... I will accept you the way you are... as I like you as you are... and if you change for me... you will be no use to me... it is you like you are that I like the most...

I know I am demanding most of the time... but as I take you as a package... you need to accept me as I am... I appreciate your patience and passion... your romance... and i am sorry if I made it hard for you... but I really have some values and beliefs that I cannot compromise...

You just need to live with them anyway if you want me in your life...

This is the way I am my dear.. and I am like everyone else... a full package with its pros and cons...

From my side... I take you as a package...with your pros and cons... the good and bad side... or simply if this package does not suit you... then you have a whole world around you to choose from...

I am who I am... and will stay who I am... will change only in one stage... and only whenever I feel I want to do so... for what best suits me...]

BUT.. you can always have a contribution in this change... in a way or another...

I thank you for everything and I thank fate and destiny that made me know you and see you...

With all the love in the world... I call your name...

Pride and madness

Pride... Pride.... Pride... I always think of this word and try to analyze it as much as I can... Sometimes it leads to madness.... when you are picky in everything... when you think through your pride... when you are too full of yourself...

When you think you own the world... and whatever you say is approved and liked by everybody around you... as if the whole world is revolving around you... or as if you are the center of universe....

Pride will kill you... but before it kills you... it will lead you to madness... you seemed to me like a beautiful coloured peacock.... looking very good.... but the inside is very rough.... no meat to eat... hehe....

I felt like I was talking to the devil.... with his favourite "vanity" sin.... with his rough voice and bitter talk... with his bloody eyes full of hate and revenge...from kindness and beauty...

Sometimes I feel you like silk... soft and smooth... sometimes I feel you like rock and fire... rough and burning... you confuse me with what you say.. think and act....

Many contradictions in your character...

You are sooo near... and suddenly... you are soooo far....
You are sooo sweet... and in a bit... you are bitter....
You have the angel's kindness and the devil's vanity...

I just want to know WHO REALLY YOU ARE!!!!

Cheers!!!!

Missing you !!!

I would have never thought in my life that I would have this feeling... just missing you beside me... I kept on thinking about you all the day, in everything I was doing all day long I've been thinking about you... I've been thinking of the short moments we had together, and the remarkable memory you left with me... My souvenir of life..

I miss every single moment we had together, every word, every move, every touch, every smile...

I miss your smiling eyes, hiding behind your sunglasses... miss your touch... calling my hands to embrace them between your hands...

I miss your fragrance.. your breath around me... your skin onto my skin...

Today.. it was the memories day... just imagining you here beside me... counting the minutes till I meet you again... to take me between your arms... to feel your heart beats...

I miss your driving... your sarcasm... your way of talking... your looks to me... that you always steal from behind your sunglasses.

All the words of the world do not have enough meanings to describe what I feel now...

The only thing I can say is that...

I JUST MISS YOU...

Between You and Me

Rivers of understanding are there... just between you and me... and they are like other rivers, they have pure crystal water that reflect us... with a warm slight alternation coming from the natural motion of the river flow...

Sometimes we are faced with big stones within the river... but at the end, we find a way around it and we continue with the flow... Big stones take effort to remove, and more effort to live with or forget them...

At the end... it is us who decide what to do.. whether to remove the stone, or just to turn around it... or simply give it our back and just "flow" into our direction...

Lets flow without stopping... let us find our way with no stones... and with willingness to overcome them with our strong combined effort....

At the end of the day... there were, there is and there will be always stones in the middle of the river flow....

Just Landed Sweetheart

Nice sentence... taken from a nice person.... Just Landed Sweetheart...
Landed from eternal heaven to give eternal living to my mind... my soul... and may be my heart...

My mind keeps on thinking... what made this person land into my life and in front of me specifically in this time... my soul feels this person... and my heart beats in a rhythm... that never existed before...

It is Amazing how such a person made me think of other perspectives of life, and change my way of thinking... or at least alter it to a more positive direction... towards a smoother and lighter spirit that my soul was leveraged to... to musical instruments playing on my heart beats that made me feel the sweetness of life (with its bitter part all together)... with the word "Sweetheart"

Landed like angels from heaven... to spread kindness... forgiveness and love... all over....