A Message from the Sea

THANK YOU... for everything you've done to me... all of you.. you've been soo good to me...
I really enjoyed my time to the bones...

You know what!!! I really valued the time I spent with you... valued the moments we had together... I mean all the fun... loads of it...
Sometimes I am in high energy, but again... it was you who made my weekend... I was really happy... and sad in the same time... happy because you are here... and sad because you were not with me all the time (spending quality time with each others)... and you will be gone in a while...

It was a love-hate relationship between us... I was amazed with your care in the beginning and was furious about your careless towards the end... Yes I did my share of mistakes...
I annoyed you... but you really pushed the wrong button... and pulled the trigger towards my brain... the only thing you cannot fool.
So you went with me into the black hole... where I can manage to be evil enough to get my revenge back...
You were sometimes mean to me... may be with no intention to be so... but it was your "habit" that I cannot tolerate and I will not be able to change...

I do not and will never ask you to change... I will accept you the way you are... as I like you as you are... and if you change for me... you will be no use to me... it is you like you are that I like the most...

I know I am demanding most of the time... but as I take you as a package... you need to accept me as I am... I appreciate your patience and passion... your romance... and i am sorry if I made it hard for you... but I really have some values and beliefs that I cannot compromise...

You just need to live with them anyway if you want me in your life...

This is the way I am my dear.. and I am like everyone else... a full package with its pros and cons...

From my side... I take you as a package...with your pros and cons... the good and bad side... or simply if this package does not suit you... then you have a whole world around you to choose from...

I am who I am... and will stay who I am... will change only in one stage... and only whenever I feel I want to do so... for what best suits me...]

BUT.. you can always have a contribution in this change... in a way or another...

I thank you for everything and I thank fate and destiny that made me know you and see you...

With all the love in the world... I call your name...

Pride and madness

Pride... Pride.... Pride... I always think of this word and try to analyze it as much as I can... Sometimes it leads to madness.... when you are picky in everything... when you think through your pride... when you are too full of yourself...

When you think you own the world... and whatever you say is approved and liked by everybody around you... as if the whole world is revolving around you... or as if you are the center of universe....

Pride will kill you... but before it kills you... it will lead you to madness... you seemed to me like a beautiful coloured peacock.... looking very good.... but the inside is very rough.... no meat to eat... hehe....

I felt like I was talking to the devil.... with his favourite "vanity" sin.... with his rough voice and bitter talk... with his bloody eyes full of hate and revenge...from kindness and beauty...

Sometimes I feel you like silk... soft and smooth... sometimes I feel you like rock and fire... rough and burning... you confuse me with what you say.. think and act....

Many contradictions in your character...

You are sooo near... and suddenly... you are soooo far....
You are sooo sweet... and in a bit... you are bitter....
You have the angel's kindness and the devil's vanity...

I just want to know WHO REALLY YOU ARE!!!!

Cheers!!!!

Missing you !!!

I would have never thought in my life that I would have this feeling... just missing you beside me... I kept on thinking about you all the day, in everything I was doing all day long I've been thinking about you... I've been thinking of the short moments we had together, and the remarkable memory you left with me... My souvenir of life..

I miss every single moment we had together, every word, every move, every touch, every smile...

I miss your smiling eyes, hiding behind your sunglasses... miss your touch... calling my hands to embrace them between your hands...

I miss your fragrance.. your breath around me... your skin onto my skin...

Today.. it was the memories day... just imagining you here beside me... counting the minutes till I meet you again... to take me between your arms... to feel your heart beats...

I miss your driving... your sarcasm... your way of talking... your looks to me... that you always steal from behind your sunglasses.

All the words of the world do not have enough meanings to describe what I feel now...

The only thing I can say is that...

I JUST MISS YOU...

Between You and Me

Rivers of understanding are there... just between you and me... and they are like other rivers, they have pure crystal water that reflect us... with a warm slight alternation coming from the natural motion of the river flow...

Sometimes we are faced with big stones within the river... but at the end, we find a way around it and we continue with the flow... Big stones take effort to remove, and more effort to live with or forget them...

At the end... it is us who decide what to do.. whether to remove the stone, or just to turn around it... or simply give it our back and just "flow" into our direction...

Lets flow without stopping... let us find our way with no stones... and with willingness to overcome them with our strong combined effort....

At the end of the day... there were, there is and there will be always stones in the middle of the river flow....

Just Landed Sweetheart

Nice sentence... taken from a nice person.... Just Landed Sweetheart...
Landed from eternal heaven to give eternal living to my mind... my soul... and may be my heart...

My mind keeps on thinking... what made this person land into my life and in front of me specifically in this time... my soul feels this person... and my heart beats in a rhythm... that never existed before...

It is Amazing how such a person made me think of other perspectives of life, and change my way of thinking... or at least alter it to a more positive direction... towards a smoother and lighter spirit that my soul was leveraged to... to musical instruments playing on my heart beats that made me feel the sweetness of life (with its bitter part all together)... with the word "Sweetheart"

Landed like angels from heaven... to spread kindness... forgiveness and love... all over....

Getting what you want and wanting what you have

- The real challenge in life is not getting what you want... but continuing to want what you have..
- By acting in harmony with your soul's desire; and not just the desires of your mind, heart and senses; you will be prepared for both inner and outer successes.
- Understand the secrets of creating outer success without having to give up being true to yourself and you will begin to get everything you want in the outer world.
- Outer success is only teh cause of unhappiness when we make it our primary focus and neglect being true to ourselves.
- Money can be a blessing from heaven or a ticket to hell.
- When you hold on to blame you forfeit the power to change your life.

Size of Life

The following is not something that I wrote... but I was touched when I read it... so decided to publish it here... My friend (Memoo Sam) wrote it, and I thank him for sending it to me... I appreciated it and decided to spread it through my blog...

hi…, do u know that people are sizes …, brain .., feet .., hands…, etc…, some are alike but never the same …, so don't try to find the perfect size …, only imagine there are some .. & be aware coz the more u find it MUCH matching .., the more it's fake…!!