Sunday, July 27, 2008

Love Worm….!!!

On my way to my 10 days work trip… thinking of life around me… flash backs are coming in front of me… thinking of the last few days or may be weeks that I have had…

What happened to me… suddenly I found myself in Disney land… the land of fairies… replacing Cinderella, snow white, beauty in her role with the beast… :):)

I was kidnapped from my world…. Eloped with him to his special private world… with future hopes and dreams… is he the right person… can he be the one I was waiting for my entire life??? Donno…. May be he is the one and ONLY…

Do I have doubts about that?? Of course yes… am I doubting life and living??? Yes I do…
Am I worried about the future??? Yes I am… Are we going anywhere with our relationship??? Yes we may…

I cannot tell I loved him at first sight… first sight love does not make sense to me and does not exit… but… I do not know what happened… I found myself in his world suddenly… I left my life behind me for him… left my world… my network… my outings… even my family commitment for him…

I went to the end of the world for him… went out of my way for him… he made me forget my pain and my first love that stayed with me for a very long time… I forgot the torture of love and walked towards its passage again… without thinking of what will happen… I just crave for him…

When he is not around… I feel emptiness… when I am not with him.. I feel lost… he turned my life into sweetness and happiness… regardless of what people may say…

I see him as an angel… my heart keeper and the guardian of my love… I see him as a man of all seasons and centuries… I see him as the pyramids… I see him as the knight on his white horse, coming to rescue me from the evil…

He treated me as I always wished… he gave me the attention, the care, the love and the passion that I always wanted…

I admit it… I got the love worm…

And I am happy it happened that way…

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I will say one thing, DON'T FALL AGAIN FOR A GUY ON THIS PLANET, AS THEY ARE ALL THE SAME... AND ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO GET OVER THE OLD HURT, YOU DON'T NEED ANOTHER ONE

Anonymous said...

هلا ريهام
جميل ان يحدث هذا . لكن ما هو المعيار
للتآكد هل هو القلب وحده ام العقل و حده ام كلاهما
معا و ان كانا معا ما القيم التي بهما عموما ما قتل
الحب سوي التفسير ... لكن الحب الحقيقي لا يحتاج
التفسير

Ahmed said...

Attraction to the "One", is part of being a woman. Is he the One? that depends on what you want. The "One" that most women are craving for is different for each one of them. So look inside you, who is your "One"? You find out and then you choose.

Anonymous said...

The only thing I can say....that I'm so happy for you, coz I felt the happines in ur text...enjoy each second my dear, u deserve it ;-)))

Anonymous said...

hi reham please ignore the fist 2 comments take the best of this relationship think positive be happy believe ur inner feelings share with him everything trust ur feelings but first think think and think if he deserves u than go ahead u can make it guys 2gether good luck...
mariam osman

Miriam Moussallem said...

I am happy you got "caught" with that Love Worm, and as I always do, I sense exactly what you mean.
Don't give ears to those who warn you of the hurt torture of an old love or ever think of how much you suffered because you deserve a trial and a new experience to go through, so live it entirely with all the feelins and contradictions. Leave yourself to the flow and never think of any consequences. Enjoy with everthing it brings. Live the moment and don't stress yourself with whatever comes next.
All the best :)

Anonymous said...

hi reham i really agree with mariam, u have to take the chance & life is full of risks & u have to be strong enough to take it.
i am really happy for you as i felt from ur text how u were hurt the first time & how long u stayed unable to take the risk of another relationship.
open ur heart honey & enjoy every minute of it as u really deserve it
wish u all the happiness in the world