Thursday, May 15, 2008

Mesmerized….!!!!

Sitting in a comfy armchair, thinking of us… our relation and our old time together… the good and bad memories we had together… thought of the nice words we whispered… and the ugly words we threw on each others face…

Remembering how I used to quiver in front of you… from the love I had for you in my heart… I was simply mesmerized, thanking God of blessing me with you being in my life…
Memories of us were tantalizing my feeling towards you… how filled I was with love and passion towards you… how I used to love you to madness… how alluring it was to have you around me…

Thinking of all that… my love and passion to you is not the same anymore… my feeling towards you changed to neutral… regardless of the circumstances that led to that… you are not there anymore… you are not part of my system… you are only there when needed…

I found my passion somewhere else… my love shifted to another direction… was captivated by another magnet… fulfilling and rewarding… rapt with passion and love towards me…
No more thinking of you as love… just thinking of my state of passionate rhapsody when you were around, and how to get there one more time…
It used to be painful thinking of us back… but believe me… this pain turned positive towards my new heart passion… flourishing with hope and confidence in tomorrow’s nebulous unknown destiny…

Wish you all the best in life… :) :) !!!

5 comments:

Miss. Sosa said...

go head n love more
find ur goal as u deserve to get ur passionate love but i think memory 'll stay desturb us when we try to restart
u have so nice deep words

Loving Knight said...

I do think that the great loser is that man who find someone love him the same amount you loved that person (at least in your blog) and sucrafize it so easy

beside

I do belive so much that man, or let us say real man "ragel bekol ma3na el kalemah" is that man who really protect his pricess from everything in this life even from herself and even from him

Since if he lost this advantage he lost his manhood

Anonymous said...

No need to ever feel sorry for yourself when you fall in love, you only need to keep the good moments and how good it felt then and discard all the bad ones. When it happens again your heart is more experienced and mature, therefore I'm sure the second time will be more profound and fullfilling. Learn from your mistakes and try to figure out what you should or shouldn't do, leave the rest to time it will heal all wounds. Enjoy every moment of your new love and don't regret anything.

Remi Reda said...

I would like to thank you all for your nice comments about my blog... I would like to highlight that yes.. it was an old passion... an old Love... but I left the rest to your interpretation....
Love and passion can always be directed to an idea... an activity... a soul... a person... a pet...
It does not mean that it should be directed to another person only.... the sky is the limit... just think of something/someone you have the love and passion for... and apply what I sent... you will find out that what I've written can be applied to many things... not one stereotype only...
I thank all of you for the nice words... it touches me to read your valuable comments... and your deep interpretation and sympathizing...
BTW... love and passion can never be replaced with hate... it can only be neutralized or put aside...
Have a cheerful life :):)

Miriam Moussallem said...

"""Thinking of all that… my love and passion to you is not the same anymore… my feeling towards you changed to neutral… regardless of the circumstances that led to that… you are not there anymore… you are not part of my system… you are only there when needed…
I found my passion somewhere else… my love shifted to another direction… was captivated by another magnet… fulfilling and rewarding… rapt with passion and love towards me…
No more thinking of you as love… just thinking of my state of passionate rhapsody when you were around, and how to get there one more time…
It used to be painful thinking of us back… but believe me… this pain turned positive towards my new heart passion… flourishing with hope and confidence in tomorrow’s nebulous unknown destiny…"""

It's the worst that can ever happen. I always understand what you want to say. And it's not so weird.
Now that balance has been achieved. It does not matter how precious was what you lost, but the most important critical thing is that you finally found yourself. This happens to all of us, everyday, every single moment of our lives but only those who are strong will survive.
Let your head up high and give thoroughly to the maximum and never regret anything you gave, they would regret losing you from their lives.