No more to say… nothing more to feel…I was always the good face... that gives a lot… that loves a lot… but not anymore…
The good face was mistreated… and does not believe in life anymore…
The good face is no longer there… instead… you will find a face of wax… very pleasant but no life in it…
It will take a huge effort to make this face turn back to good… as it does not feel it anymore…
It took this face a long time to trust life… love… and people… and now it is back to be expressionless… lifeless… and very tough…
I always had the pride... the dignity and the self love… and I will always have them… I cannot live without them… or else I will die…
The good face is no longer there… instead… you will find a face of wax… very pleasant but no life in it…
It will take a huge effort to make this face turn back to good… as it does not feel it anymore…
It took this face a long time to trust life… love… and people… and now it is back to be expressionless… lifeless… and very tough…
I always had the pride... the dignity and the self love… and I will always have them… I cannot live without them… or else I will die…
No more pain… I do not deserve it… no more thinking of something that might cause it… I am more precious to myself than this… no more misunderstanding… I am a person that should be accepted as I am… a package… take it or leave it….
No more excuses… I do not buy them…
If you ever really cared… you would have crossed oceans for me… you would have stepped the extra mile for me… you would have contained my fears and eased them away…
If you ever really cared… you would have ignored minor mistakes… you would have understood my good intensions… and you would have forgiven silliness…
No more excuses… I do not buy them…
If you ever really cared… you would have crossed oceans for me… you would have stepped the extra mile for me… you would have contained my fears and eased them away…
If you ever really cared… you would have ignored minor mistakes… you would have understood my good intensions… and you would have forgiven silliness…
If you ever respected me… you would have just communicated... and never ran away or vanished… you would have confronted me… even if you are not ready for the extra step… you would have told me what you think… instead of assuming and acting upon assumptions…
Enough… enough of my feelings towards you… enough of my love and my passion… let me save them for someone who might appreciate me as I am… accept me as I am… and tolerate the world around me…
Enough… enough of my feelings towards you… enough of my love and my passion… let me save them for someone who might appreciate me as I am… accept me as I am… and tolerate the world around me…
However…. You will always have my respect… my friendship… and my good intensions towards you… I will never be evil or mean to you… this is not in me…
4 comments:
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Eih ya remi kol da... I hope u are alright! by the way, I never knew u were so good at transmitting so many emotions thru writting. Cheer up my dear Lovely remi... U just need to know that no, we are not a package ... totally that is. We do have faults. all of us. The secret is for people to take us as a package, but we need to admit that we all have faults in us and that we are willing to better ourselves as best as we can... But that also goes for the other party. But yes, the other should take us as we are, should look for the goodness down within us, if it is not enough, then they should just go away! Bardo cheer up!
For your eyes only and the words that you put down in letters guided by your tears and heart,do not regret anything,always remember the good moments lived in a relationship and no matter how it goes through life,keep smiling open your heart and always remember that you are richer in experience and feelings!Stay the way you are do not change for anybody someone out there will come and complement you when you expect it the least,just remember how special you are to the ones who know you and care about you.
It simply wasn't meant to be so better now than later!
i feel everyword u have wrote...but no more pain
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