Letter to God

I’ve done my part… or so I think


Dear God…
I know it is strange to send you this message since you do have other means to communicate to you… I know really that you are there for me.. not only for me but for everyone on this planet and for every creature you have created.

I do not claim that I was doing all the right things you asked us to do… or all the good things you wanted us to do… but I felt you always were with me… and you are still with me in all what I am doing…

Of course I do mistakes, and I sometimes exceed my limits… but I feel you understand me and you are forgiven… JJ

I always think of you and believe in your power.. and believe that you will help me out from my situation

You helped me in my operation and my health problems… you stood beside me and made people stand beside me for that… you even gave me a lump sum gift from you.. I never thought it would come to me JJ
You made me feel comfortable, while I was in pain… you assured me that there will be a good tomorrow… you sent me all the good people to help me, and even sent me people I never thought they will stand beside me.
I really remember that… and will never forget that when I was in the worst time… you were there for me… you did not forget me… you did not deny me from your mercy and blessing…

I remember that you sent me people to ease away pain and to boost my moral.. you even gave me power to say yes and no… you gave me power to conquer pain, heal and stand… you gave me power to be patient and calm… to look at the positive side of everything… and to learn lessons from what happened.

I am grateful to all that… and grateful that you inspired me and gave me part of your power.

I am grateful to everything you made for me… and more grateful that you made some people appear in my way to help me out… even when looking for a job… you made people ask me to send them my resume, without me asking them to do so… JJ

I am grateful for love that you kept in my heart… the passion and emotions that I express… the love that I spread all over and around me… the friends that you made me gain during this period of time… the activities that you kept me busy in for me not to feel bored… the adequate trainer who trains me to help me to come back to normal status and ride horses again JJ

I want to thank you for everything you’ve done to me… I sometimes look like I do not care in front of people, but I do not care about their opinion… because ONLY you who knows what I think and how I act… even when I do mistakes, you know that those mistakes are learning lessons… JJ

I love you and I think you are there for me… I know that I ask you sometimes for too much.. but you created me like that, and you know my keys and how I operate… sometimes you give me choices… and when I choose the wrong one… again you are there to support me in it… somehow with your mercy and blessing…

I sometimes act wild… arrogant… irrational… or may be ignorant… but deep inside me there is faith… faith in you… in your powers… in what you can do… and I believe you always save the best for last… JJ

I am trying to find words to thank you but I cannot find them… I am really speechless… this letter is a confession… I have done my part and told you everything I am thinking of and I took everything off my chest ..I feel relieved that you read this and listened to me…

May be you know that for a fact, but I really wanted to write it to make it as a statement.. to feel that you really know it.. and may be just writing it made me feel more confident in tomorrow and in your power…

I cannot say more than that… I feel I burdened you with all this letter… I know you know all of it beforehand… but writing it seems to me like a reassurance for my mind that you know it…

Looking forward to hearing from you soon..

With all my love and respect..

Your grateful creature…


Riham