Sunday, January 18, 2009

Madly in love !!!

I tried to find a strong word in all languages I know… I could not find any to describe my feeling…

I love you madly… and feel it inside me… sometimes words are inside me… but I cannot express well…

I try to express as much as I can… but I am not that kind of person who can say it… it shows in my care, may be… it shows sometimes in my behavior, probably… you can read it from my eyes, YES… but I cannot express it enough... I know… I am bad in expressing it in front of you… I do not have such a talent…

May be I will be able to say what I feel in writing… I feel it hauls out all what is inside me... and throws it between your arms and in front of you…

I can sense your feelings… I can feel your warmth, love from the heart and your soul beleaguered with thoughts in everything… the good and the bad side…
I gasp all of that inside me… and never let it go… I assimilate everything and try to understand… I breathe out our anger and bad thoughts… and sift all our feelings to reach its purity… its transparency… its absolution…

I want us to be strong… in front of everything that may face us… I want us to build our life together… to be ONE… having one eternal love… one mortal life… one split soul into two bodies…

Let us share the moments… the good and the bad ones… let us cherish life and living… with its ups and downs… let us leave the past behind us… as we have the present and the future to take care of… let us fall in love deeply.. Without anything hindering us.. Let us trust each other… trust the fact that we are there for each others always and forever…

I am deeply in love with you… and was never like that before… you are the one and only… and I cannot imagine my life without you…

I give myself the freedom of falling into you forever… my love and my everything…

For my heart and my soul my dear husband….

Yours… your wife...