At last, and after a very long 6 months of doing nothing but watching TV, the doctor was merciful enough to tell me that I am OK, and that I can walk with no crutches.. of course I still do not have the guts to do that, but at least I know that I can do it...:):):)
Now I am free to do many things.. I was imprisoned in my body, or in fact, in my leg hehe...
now I can walk on my prison and build a castle... or may be a fortress... depends on what I will do next in my life...
A hard lesson to take... however.. it gave me more confidence... and made me appreciate many things.. even the tiny ones that we take fore granted...
I now appreciate health, life quality and, above all that "time"... but in a different meaning.
We always hear that time is very important, we should not waste time, we should be multi-skilled to do many things in the same time, we should worry about the big picture rather than details...
In fact I say the opposite now... time can be a healer, can give you more space to think, can give you enough of it to relax, and above all that, can give you confidence in tomorrow.Time.. the factor that we cannot stop no matter what happens, does not work against us, in the opposite, it works with us if we use it the right way.. of course wasting time is no good... but also rushing things and running will make our hearts stop.. and damage our life.
I learned that I should give everything its time... and forget time miserliness... we will never be able to save some time aside, we will always be able to consume and spend time.. so at least we should spend it in a balanced way.. some time to be spent at work.. some time to be spent in leisure and fun, and some time for our soul...
This lesson is well absorbed now... I really should work on my life in a way that make me apply the learned lesson..
Now I am happy and I am trying to enjoy this happy moment (again back to time)... so I will take my time to enjoy it...
Will leave you now and will continue later...
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